It’s hard to look at the one you love and know that you’ve hurt them and you don’t know how to right the situation.
It’s painful isn’t it to be lost and not know and form of redemption or finding no way to turn things around.
That’s how you know you are in a rut. Lost, blinded, helpless, everything is habitual and just like a spiky durian hurting everyone around you.
Illuminate me Lord! Ready Me, Guide Me, Remind Me, Focus Me, Tender Me Lord!
